The Decision

 I love Grey's anatomy and Sex in the City with the constant internal monologue. I talk to myself a lot. I just wish my internal monologue was as witty and wise. I've decided to take up blogging since I've decided I need to spend some time without Facebook. I've been down and feel left out and lonely and uncertain. Facebook is not the place for that. Not for posting about feeling like that or trying to feel better about yourself. So for the next 30 days I'm taking a break from comparing myself to others. I'm going to take care of myself, have real conversations and live in the real world, not in the small world streaming inside my phone. From the time I was 10 until I was in high school I always kept a journal. It was good for me only when I started making decisions I didn't want to relive did I stop writing to myself. We'll see what happens here.